Monday, April 25, 2005

afternoon

I could live my life in regret
for not saying these things...

even tho I know people do live
their life in regret for saying
things too...

but then again, if I dont tell u
these, then I would live my life
with all this questions...

so I'd rather say this to u now...

baby, you defy the logic in me...
I never thought that I would fall
for someone this much... and I loose
myself just thinking about it...

I dont think Ive ever felt this
happy... I dont think Ive ever felt
this content....

because with you I think I’ve found
it... everything I want in my life
and more... Its the thing Ive sought
since forever...

and that someone I thought Id never
find....

this feeling inside when you
make love to me...

wen you look at me ...

and when you kiss me, I know
it's kinna lame right now, coz
wen we do kiss wer not even there,
but the thing is I feel you...

and it's so real...

sometime I feel like our
intensity will eat us alive...

like our love is so strong
that it might scare us both...

but I know OUR love, this love will
bring us back from the very place
that we both send each other...

I know that this love would
settle us down... would calm us...
and would keep us grounded...

and I know OUR love would
bring us peace and will
soothe the love-marks
I like you to give me.

Friday, April 22, 2005

slow jam

today, just like all the other days...
I cried when I realized how much I
need you...

yes I need you coz I love
you...

I’ve always been good at
holding back...

keeping people at arms length...

I kept telling myself this
one’s dangerous...

"don’t let it happen coz
It will only break your heart..."

but I find you getting closer,
Invading my comfort zone...

taking my mind with greater
frequency now...

wanting you in my arms...

finding I need you more than I care
to admit...

Im feeling more vulnerable than
ever before... it's scary...

we both need to be strong,
we’ve have a lot to deal with...

the time we spent apart only
deepens our faith and only makes us
stronger...

and our moments together creates
greater love and understanding...

so baby, I’ll sing it softly hoping
you won’t hear...

"I love you more than you'll
ever know... I love you more than
you'll ever see..."

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

our love story

it all started on the net...
the so called chatrooms...

we both wer bouncing in
and out of it, not knowing
we even existed....

I never imagined that
a chance meeting would
turn out to be a full blown
love affair...

from a simple asl, to a
copy of my picture....

things started unfolding....

we started chatting...
sharing smiley for hours...
we never got tired, just
getting to know each other...

we're belting out words
the works of your mind
that come from our heart
as we type every line...

we're both falling deeply
into the screen's glare
the glow of enchantment's
hypnotical stare...

we've begun to imagine
the feel of each others kiss...

the touch of our hands
and the moments of bliss...

we advanced to the phone
with our voices to share,
trading statistics from
here on end...

I know it sucked coz we
learned of our restrictions
but that really never slowed
us down...

armed now with sound
and mental images of each other,
and draped by the sweet words,
our hearts are becoming
increasingly close...

after a few more days,
the inevitable happened...

yes we fell in love
and the rest as they say
is history...

now wer on our 3rd month,
and still we cant get enough of
each other....

I love you babsy.